I've never had

I've never had desired for a period of relationship so badly before...
I've never had loved someone as how much I love him now...
lots of "never" all happened on last weekend,
the last one I would forget in my whole life...

Things always happened so fast
that before you can do some reaction,
they've already passed you by

Now...
What on earth I am exactly expecting for?
For love? For some kind of relationship? or just for him??
Would that be possible for us?
Does he also feel something between us?
I got tons of questions in my mind...
Does that mean I am not sure about my own feeling, either?

Maybe to him...
I am nothing but a friend's friend,
I am nothing but a Chinese girl,
especially who always likes to get along with they foreigners...
Am I really like that?

Why I can't just face my true feelings
and try to let him know?
As long as you've tried,
Whatever the result will be,
I believe you'll never feel sorry about that.

So...
Go Go Go
You'll never know the answer until you really do something

-2004-04-07 13:35:53