Когда...

when can I really understand the truth that it's something not belong to me, and fully set myself released from the trapped past??

Except for myself...

nobody else could do that for me, I guess

But, can I?

or maybe the question should be...

Will I + QUESTION MARK x ∞

when i say "YES!", you say "NO!"

"YES!" "NO!" "YES!" "NO!"

so it's "YES!" or "NO!"?

"YES!" "NO!" "YES!" "NO!"

@$#&*%...