I wanted to tell you...

I wanted to tell you that...
If you still want to live, you must be strong and hang on,
If you feel it's too painful to live,
then you can just go,Never mind if i would feel sad, just go....

I also prayed,
God, please tell me which way is better for you
Hope he can give me strength and courage to take any results coming later
All I want is let you do anything you want
Without suffering any pain

But the truth is,
I do hope you can stay with me longer,
I hope you can become more healthy and beautiful,
Cause I know you must not want to be like that.
Sorry I had your hair cut...
If I have known the day is coming, I would never do that.

Now, you already left for the heaven
Hope you were leaving without any burden.
You already suffered enough before you go.
Wish you happiness in your next life, no matter what you will be....

Everyone said,
You are lucky to meet me,
Do you really think so?
Maybe it's me who made your life ended earlier.

I think I am nothing but selfish....
Although I also kept telling myself that it must be better not to save your life,
But I just can't let you go....
Alhough I still can't understand,
We've met for three days only,
You already means lots to me.
Maybe it's just the fate...
We're meant to meet each other....
But you're not meant to belong to me....

At last, I want to thank you for teaching me a lot,
I will treat my own cats better,
Never let them become another you on the street....