Saturday, January 26, 2008

怎麼可以豬頭腦成這樣?!

偏偏又是在這種經濟比較拮据的時候

因為把先前訂好用來做yoube用的旅館房間給放抹記

然後又掛在自己的卡下

結果當帳單來了的時候

就...欲哭無目屎 T_T

還好我只有找一間當備胎, 不然應該會更想吐血...

Thanks God for let me be just a little stupid, but not very!

Friday, January 25, 2008

I WILL BE...

BACK!

eh...actually, what I wanna say is "I'll be fine!"
but just can't help trying to make a joke,
okay okay, I know that's a bad one, sorry, my bad~

come on, don't forget who I am,

I am...



King of A-da da da...(echo)


MUWAHAHAHA! =P

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

破瓜

They said...

Our mind is the most precious gift from God,


because nobody else can control it except for ourselves,

not even the Lord.

But howcome I can't control mine?

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Скучаю по Москве...


看著學妹的相簿, 裡面一張張熟悉的角落

時間跟人都不同, 但是感覺依舊, 好像昨天才去過似的

也是那個瞬間我才知道,

原來我中這個地方的毒中得如此的深...


但我想, 令人懷念的不只是那個地方

還有過去在這個地方生活的點點滴滴跟一切的人事物...


「往事歷歷在目」is the best expression at this moment.


時間不停地走,
即使想稍做停留,
哪怕片刻它都無法等候;
貪心地祈求天長地久,
但終究只剩曾經擁有....


被傳染「為賦新辭強說愁病」了, 丹姆!

咕拜~


不知不覺你也來我們家有十多年了


其實我喜歡你是更勝於那大屁股鬨打的


你知道的, 你比他要特別多了


路上雖然不至於完全沒有你兄弟


但絕對沒有像大屁股那麼誇張


這世界簡直就像是要變大屁股星球似的


動不動就會看到個H在眼前晃來晃去


就算英雄所見略同, 也未免太多英雄了


我一直以來都是喜歡與眾不同的天生反骨



對於老爸的慷慨, 我也頗心有戚戚


我想可以為朋友兩肋插刀的這點就是從他遺傳來的吧


今天你被帶走了, 我其實是有點傷感的
特別是當我發現我竟然完全沒有你照片的那個摩門特....Orz
也只好靠孤狗大神來幫我完成這個心願了


這已經是我找到比較像的了, 就湊合著點唄, 乖~



謝謝你過去這些時日的陪伴, 到了別人家裡要乖喔齁

我會想念你的...(含淚揮手帕ing)

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Prayer - 20080119

My dear Father,

Please take good care of all my colleagues' health and mood. Give us the wisdom to find out all the possible problems and solve them. To see the undisclosed things with Your vision. Learn to lean on you for your support, 'cause you're the Boss. I also pray for our financial status. Lord, you're the God full of richness and righteousness. What you've prepared for us is a lot more than we could imagine. Please put this hope in us all, make everybody work together as a team, trust in each other, bring us more appreciation and less complaint.


Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.'


Please also take good care of Johnson, Henry and Tom, who will be leaving for London tomorrow. Please make their mind clear and tongue speak freely while dealing with the customers. Please stay with them, with your company, nothing can't be done and no difficulties can't be overcome!


I pray in Jesus' name,
Amen

it's all my words

I thought...

it's others who's unhappy,

it's others who's hiding something away,

it's others who's blocked in their own world,

it's others who needs help
.


but actually the truth is...


it's me who's unhappy,


it's me who's hiding something away,

it's me who got blocked in my own world,

and....it's me who needs help
.


testing my own limit every day
telling others about God,
but I myself didn't turn to Him for help
and having the ridiculous pride in my mind
no wonder got nothing but messed everything up


go back to Bible for His words,
from where comes the faith.
with faith and hints from Lord
eyes can explore the unseen stuff
heart can feel the deepest touch
in life will have God's glory along

Never lose faith and hope,
which is the most important thing,
always keep that in mind!

Friday, January 18, 2008

Opposites

up & down

        low & high

                  front & back

                               big & small

                                        more & less

                                    in & out

                         ha & sigh

              full & empty

       fast & slow

good & bad

         meow & woof

                    cool & warm

                              kind & cruel

                                       beginning & end

                                                     day & night

                                         laughter & tear

                                 love & hate

                     God & Satan

            heart & stone

treasure & garbage

                  smell & odor

                              pretty & ugly

                                           thin & fat

                                                  sweet & bitter

                                      quiet & noisy

                          mine & yours

             sky & ground

black & white

             dream & truth

                        young & old

                                    peace & war

                                                girl & boy

                                   bloom & fade

                        heaven & hell

       interesting & boring

hot & cold

          diligent & lazy

                  remember & forget

                                       get & lose

                                                hard & soft

                                  easy & difficult

                           many & few

       forward & backward

long & short

           happy & sad

                        open & close

                                      light & dark


These are all about life...

Sunday, January 13, 2008

日理萬機的王大老闆

好像還挺有那麼一回事的....



啊姆溝....頭家, 哩的目鏡歪了喔

Friday, January 11, 2008

流連到淡水~

今年跟著我們流連家族的大夥兒一同到淡水馬偕頭像前的空地上報佳音。除了報佳音外,我們還有準備許願卡讓民眾可以把自己的心願寫下來掛在聖誕樹上;也有聖誕歌教唱跟配合我們這次活動的真愛無懼宗旨所辦的愛的告白。那天天氣不是很好,但也感謝主有聽到Kate奉祂的名斥責那要來搗亂的雨(哈),讓雨是到了我們要結束了才下下來。雖說因為這陰陰的天氣,所以好像人潮是比去年要來得少,但感動還是無所不在。

許願卡是珮慈特別設計的小卡,美不瑯噹,再加上咱們大夥家庭代工綁上的閃亮繩,就可以掛在聖誕樹上了。在路上要發給路人的時候,有好些人都是不以為然,或甚至還沒看到是什麼,就趕緊加快腳步閃身而過,但我永遠記得那對行動不方便的夫妻,先生一開始語帶防備心的問是什麼,到我說是可以寫上心願掛在聖誕樹上的許願卡時,太太立刻笑得很開的問我她可不可以寫一張;她長什麼樣子,我記不太得了,可是她臉上充滿希望的笑容,我想我會記得一輩子;因為他們行動不方便,就請我幫她拿到樹上掛,看著她寫下的心願:希望家人身體健康,就是如此簡單,也不知道為什麼,看著這小張紙上不是頂漂亮的字,心裡頭有股感動湧了上來。

中間的歌曲教唱,看到好幾個小朋友都真的把嘴巴張大大的跟著我們一起唱,眼淚就又在眼眶裡頭打轉了。and...最感動人的時候到了,將將將將~~~敬拜的最高峰是奉獻,報佳音的最高峰是「愛的告白」!Samuel對Kate的愛的告白,讓我們這些旁觀者(旁邊不相關者),都哭得悉哩嘩啦,甚至還比Kate早掉眼淚,套句瑞華的話:真是搶戲搶太兇嚕,各位!而他真誠的愛也感動了路人,接續著上到台前說出心中平常不常表達出來的愛。當下我決定,我也要自己來個愛的call out!拿起手機,號碼消消撥撥了好幾次,一直不敢按下通話鈕,後來放手一搏,心裡想著最好是媽媽來接,但沒想到接電話的是我最不敢直接把愛對他說的老爸,不過想到這大概就是神要給我的課題吧,就又鼓起勇氣說:「老爸,我很愛你們!」其實到最後音都抖得不像話,也有點哽咽無法繼續,就跟老爸說要記得等媽 媽睡醒之後跟她說,然後就掛上電話放聲大哭了。我感謝上帝在我心中給我這樣一個感動,更感謝祂給我勇氣讓我實際去做。

台北的聖誕節,天空不下雪,但是我感覺到一種愛的力量,從天那端開始蔓延,我知道那是你...

Sunday, January 06, 2008

It's a feeling of getting to the edge...

the edge of explosion,
the edge of collapse,
and the edge of end...

not sure about end of what, though

sorrow? pressure? or maybe even life?


Father, sorry, I guess I'm worn out...