這....簡直就是找死的行為啊!

自個兒瞧瞧, 什麼時間了現在

我說王七粒啊, 你是不用到今天剛投保的住院給付你就覺得虧了嗎？

明明醫生就跟你說了要早睡了, 怎麼就是這麼不聽話？

普羅哈！

不過...今天還真的是興奮的很莫名啊.....哈哈哈


謎之聲...
啥是王七粒？還不就我一次得吞的藥丸數
若用數學算式說明...兩顆每日三次 加 五顆每日四次 等於 二十六顆每日
好多藥, 也好多水, 肚子漲.....=_= (小丸子自以為是的惆悵與飄零)
寫得真是好呀...（友藏顫抖的口吻＋加上發青的斜線臉）

王幾米的傑作

強烈不建議您於用餐時觀看....
Strongly recommend: Do NOT read while eating!!
Сильно рекомендую вам: кушая, не читай!!

某天帶著王幾米開心走在平常早晨散步路線上,
他也不負眾望的努力撒尿及撇條
很sweet的他, 更是有顆體貼他老姊我替他撿滿地黃金辛勞的心,
於是做出了這麼一個不得不令人佩服他的決定....





西滴, 我們家的天才幾米把擠不賽拉在樹上啦！

看到另一個熟悉的季己時激動難耐的興奮之情....

他....真的長得好古錐

而我...也是第一次知道原來豬也會搖尾巴,
是因為以為食物來了, 還是看到同伴在開心呢？
到這...大家都以為他是隻天真無邪的可愛小迷你嗎？


想必看到這, 各位客倌不難察覺他的碩大，
在他面前，我感覺到了自己的渺小....XD
我想...他的主人可能有比我們還要多的意外吧

但還是因為底擋不住他的口愛,
忍不住地衝向他想要與他來張親密合照
比方說摟個肩什麼的

爸特.....就在他輕輕地頂了一下我的腳
而我有的, 是種自己被千斤頂撞了一下的感覺後....





我決定, 我們還是保持點距離吧....

We all have our own fates...

But no matter what it is like,
We always have the right to have hopes in mind,
That's a promise from you!

So don't be upset or depressed for things you don't have,
That might not be exactly what you need;
It's good to be satisfied for what you've got,
But never be too extremely excited,
For what you've had actually won't belong to you for good.
Nothing, except for the love from God, can last forever and ask for no return.

Again, Father, I thank you for your great love,
Please give me the power to love others as you love me,
Ask for no return, not for myself,
But only for answering your love and showing it to the world.

Thank you for giving me a heart
With which I've seen and felt the needs around me,
Although it sometimes makes me sad, deeply sad,
I'm still glad, 'cause I was reminded how lucky I'm
I've got lost, now I'm home.

Thank you more for giving the power of action,
For which I can not just think, but also do what I think I can do
Please keep teaching me your lessons,
Keep talking to me, not just to the ears, but also to my heart
Keep teaching me what to do to please you,
'Cause that'll be the only goal in the rest of my life.
And I know by doing so, all I get will be only the best from you.

Be the shepherd in my life, lead me out of the dark
Holy spirit, stay with me all the time,
Teach me to recognize His voice and His words,
Talk to me, touch my heart, embrace me with endless love
Every day and night,
That's my only thirst, hunger and wish...

Pray your love can be spread all over with no limit in Jesus' name, Amen.

I was humiliated by the size!!!

SCHEIßE!!!

Time to fight again!
You little devil skirt...
Just wait & see, HUH!

傳說中的睡成一片...

果然是夜深了... 哈

Leave Me A Message...

Sharing is one of the best gifts from God!
I'd really love to share the thoughts with you.
so if you've read my articles, and got something in mind,
Please don't just keep it there, share it with me, will you?

Если вы прочитали мои тексты и подумали что-нибудь,
Я буду очень рада о ваших смыслых слышать.
Вот и поэтому оставьте мне ваш комментарий, пожалуйста!
Связь между нами - самый хороший подарок от Бога
я ее высоко церю и жду!!

如果讀了我所寫的, 又心有所感
就留個話唄
我喜歡與人有交通的感覺
分享是個很大的祝福
也是件令人開心的事！

MY EYES ON YOU AH⊙.⊙(手指比雙眼) XD

Let it go...

Yeah..you're right.
If I wouldn't let it go...

How can I see your miraculous arrangements, which you've prepared for me? They say, it's hard to think of you when things all go fine. Somehow we sometimes also rely on the miracles to realize your existence, and even forgot that all the miracles should be based on faith....

It's really hard to believe that everything occurs under your arrangement, but I've chosen to believe that there's no coincidence in you. I must learn to trust only in you, even though it's not obvious to the eyes, I'll try to see the exsiting but unseen by my heart

再厚再高的牆

總是會有頃倒的一天,
關得再緊的門,
也會有打開的時候...

不要懷疑自己可以愛人的能力
更不要覺得不會有人來愛你
每個人都是值得被愛的

Do not just dream, but also keep a hope in mind,
In Him, nothing can't be done;
He's a God of love and hope.

Thank you for your love

I still don't know you very well,
and I'm still not very close to you,
even so, you still love me as your favorite child

What kind of mercy is that?
What makes me the lucky one to have your love?
You know all my needs and my weakness
You saw my problems and want me to face them
I'm too weak to solve them on my own,
But I know you're with me all the time,
so I'm not that afraid of what lies ahead of me

I'm still like a baby on your way,
I am eager to know more about you,
I am hungry for your love,
I expect to be your daughter who only listens to and follows you,
who loves you a lot, feels you and the holy spirit inside
who can spread out your love to those who need
who can speak the words of power, which is from you

Please prepare my heart for you,
Please destroy the old self in me,
Please bring me the new life and the spirit,
Please stay with me to grow me up
Please make me can walk on your way with no fear
Please let me love you more and more

For you, I'll be a brand new person
For you, there will be more joy in my life
For you, everything will be just perfect.

Father, I love you,
Lord, thank you for telling me,
"I have my own arrangement"
You're always good at giving us peace.

Learning to be more like you,
This road is rough,
But I've made up my mind to walk onto it,
Father, please give me the strength to hang on
and be my guide!
Without you, there's no light and no way out
Lead me, and hold my hand
I know you'll never let me be alone,
'cause you're always there with me...

Jesus is love!

Confession

I guess...

I need to admit I am sick...

就是喜歡你

喔耶ㄟㄟㄟㄟ
想要和你在一起~~

這是張震嶽的歌來著嗎?
我也不知道, 只知道這是我此時此刻的心情

雖然整個很莫名,
自己也不懂究竟是在眷戀什麼,
不過....唉, 我也只能在這裡嚷嚷
現在的我們距離簡直比天跟地還要遠

我能做的就是向my dear father in heaven禱告
希望你晚上好眠, 工作順遂, 身體健康, 家庭和樂, 姊姊母子平安
更重要的是, 希望你能開懷大口放聲笑
也希望就算不是我所期待的,
我還是能夠順服他的心意跟學著放棄

過去有很多得要修正的地方,
我要也將會在主裡重生,
希望身邊的你們, 都能夠跟我一樣感受到他的愛,
享受他所要賜予的美好恩典

目標？夢想?

昨天跟韋詩還有今天跟Serena的談話,

讓我開始認真的思考自己壓力的來源

我知道是工作, 但或許不願意承認自己的能力不足

所以我不願意承認那是我的壓力

但是...想想前陣子因為害怕去上班,

一想到要進辦公室, 就開始產生種抗拒的心理

前陣子的頭痛, 或許也就是在這種心理影響生理的心態下發生的吧

不知道自己在幹麼, 不是一兩天的事

工作沒有個成績, 更早已是大家都有目共睹的

好像工作很努力, 可是沒有成效也沒有個目標,

主要在做的事情, 講白點就是雜工

這種工作沒有成效的感覺讓我很恐懼

因為我不知道自己在公司的價值在哪

好像每天都在白領薪水

不要說董仔看不下去,

其實我自己也早就覺得過意不去了



開始想想自己未來的人生藍圖,

腦中浮現的, 是有間屬於自己且有特色的小餐廳

說實話, 我也會有種好像要錢賺得夠多才稱得上是有本事的錯覺

但不一定每個人都得要爬到什麼地位或賺了多少錢才叫有成就

教小朋友英文, 看起來沒有什麼

可是看到他們因為我而有所改變,

家長會告訴我: 老師, 我說什麼他都不聽, 可是你說什麼他都當聖旨

小朋友會膩在我旁邊Teacher Ada, Teacher Ada的叫

以前覺得好像沒有前途的工作, 現在回想起來是種被肯定的價值

我以為可以賺很多錢應該是我的目標

但現在我發現, 找到自己能力能夠受肯定, 所做的事情有其意義與價值

還有更重要的....要看清自己的能力在哪

我沒把握這番領悟的正確與否,

因為我一直當這樣的疑惑是我給自己想偷懶的藉口

但我的確開始疑惑自己是不是該繼續在這片商海裡做最後掙扎

一直讓我栽跟斗的軟弱...

我....其實還是沒有準備好要坦然面對自己的軟弱
但是因為自己的軟弱跟不坦承,
讓我發現在跟朋友之間因為這個祕密而有了距離,
這比我發現無法克服自己的軟弱更讓我難受

而...我也知道, 神祂其實是希望我可以把自己的問題說出來的
但是或許是覺得有愧於祂, 也為自己的這個軟弱感到羞恥...
更怕說出來之後, 大家會覺得, 我怎麼會是這樣子的人
而開始要面對未來大家的異樣眼光或特殊關心...

我的軟弱就是...
當我面對自己無法控制的壓力或是情緒稍微有些變化時
我會讓自己一直吃東西吃到吐為止來宣洩
這問題...從...大概高中時候就開始了
中間有憑著自己的意志力停止過
但或許就像家秀姐or世恩哥說的(sorry, 記不太清楚)
人一旦對某件事情軟弱
之後就很容易在那裡跌倒
而它...也就像影子般的如影隨形
就算停了, 也隨時都有再發生的可能
是個走不太出來的圈圈
I was like a "vomitholic"

這不完全跟減肥有關係,
因為...當它開始的時候
已經不再是為了吃東西而吃
而是為了要吐而在狂塞
這種感覺很恐怖
吃東西也沒有時間去品嚐它到底好不好吃
腦子裡只想著趕快塞好等下快點去吐
心裡其實掙扎著不好, 因為吐完自己都很難過
可是每次晚上回家經過便利商店
還是會莫名的走進去抱一堆東西出來
有時候都好像是其實是有兩三個人要吃 哈哈

我很怕別人知道我有這個問題
因為我怕別人可能會覺得....
原來我平常看起來開開心心都只是表面
其實心裡問題很多
也怕以後別人看到我吃東西,
就開始會懷疑或擔心我是不是要去吐了

現在,我知道自己最大的問題出在對自己沒有個健康的自我形象
我也知道自己這個問題光靠自己沒有辦法完全解決
因為再怎麼堅強的意志力也是有薄弱的時候
但現在我有了最強的依靠在我身後,
我相信我會有足夠的力量去把這個問題給擊破的！
GO FIGHT!

好久不見...

阿嬤感覺一下老了好多....
希望她能一直快樂、健康、心情好,也希望我爸媽到了阿嬤這年紀時,我可以有跟他們一樣的心力這樣照顧他們

謝謝我的媽媽
雖然我是個任性鬼
可是妳還是對我好好
我會看在妳幫我燉
青木瓜排骨的份上
盡量多教妳點英文啦
但是拜託妳要認真點...
然後不要再送我怪東西了齁
(比方說鐘啊什麼的), 乖~